Psychology

Natalya M

· Initiation, Becoming a Mage, Psychology

I went through the new initiations, the work with the ancestral line, the shaman initiation, and listened to the lecture on overeating. As usual lots and lots of powerful practices, I've already got the first results, a lot of work ahead. After the work with the ancestral line my relationship with my mom changed, and my mom in general,I thought that was completely impossible, it turned out I just didn't know how to fix it. After the shaman initiation I finally got a proper full night's sleep my physical state came back to normal. I bought the lecture on overeating long after the live broadcast, naively thinking that I had no problems with that at all and was just listening for information, but from the first minutes a very strong resonance and the realization that it's no accident I'm listening to this, it's about me, the eternal diets, the lack of appetite, the problems with my intestines and the direct link between my mood and the kilos turned out to be discussed there in detail too. After listening there was a reset. My gratitude has no limits, thank you Anna!

Midia

· Psychology

I also want to leave a review of the seminar on "Overeating. The causes and how to fight it" The thing is, this seminar set off such powerful processes of transformation, connected with becoming aware of the psychological causes that were simply blocking many significant processes in my life. And it is not about food at all... There are things our psyche makes taboo, masks. And it is precisely the psychological approach that helps to bring them to the surface and become aware of them . Here there is the SUBCONSCIOUS feeling of guilt, and fears and prohibitions. What was laid brick by brick starting from childhood. In the end such a solid wall, invisible and standing in the subconscious. Over time all this adds up to a certain script of behaviour and attitude to life. Also in magical development- all this charm carries over into that area as well. What kind of quality development of consciousness can we talk about while all these programs are running. Personally, this lecture simply saved me and gave me an understanding of what exactly is getting in my way and what I need to do next. I thank my Teacher for such a many-sided approach to development and inner transformation. With great love ❤ I am looking forward to other lectures in the psychological direction.

Natalya Z

· Psychology

Good time of day to everyone! I want to write a review of the lecture "Overeating. The causes and how to fight it". I thought for a long time about whether I needed it or not. And not because it does not interest me. But because I sabotage this topic when it concerns me myself.Because of my professional work I have studied this topic quite well,since for 17 years I worked in aesthetic medicine,and for 13 of those years my field was directly related to body contouring and dietetics. And of course I had to study this topic inside out. BUT!!!!! It turned out that I only thought so. Of course I applied my knowledge to myself as well. But not all the way! Now I have been able to look at myself from the outside and understand the causes of my own problems with food. To understand the cause-and-effect relationship precisely. i.e. before, I saw only the tip of the iceberg, and now I have been able to see its underwater part too. Let me put it in plain language. I saw only the external causes. And now I will lay it out clearly using my own example. At 19 I had my first "attack" of anorexia. In those years this illness was not known to a wide circle of people,as it is now. I worked in the hardest ward of one of the emergency hospitals, where the death rate among patients was 75%. ( this is also a reference to DM). In the same period I broke up with my first boyfriend,who was very good at making me nervous. Of course I put my digestive problems down to purely medical reasons: the cause was constant stress, which led to a flare-up of chronic gastritis. I forced food into myself, and even then the portions were minimal. I did not reject food. But the weight loss was significant. Considering that back then I was a Soviet size 42 and weighed about 50 kg at a height of 170.. A friend and colleague used to tease me, calling me cockroach thigh. ( which also settled later in the unconscious processes). As time passed and those two factors affecting my nervous system disappeared, and with the lightest sedatives, this state went away. The second time it recurred was a year ago, when I had a very strong stress factor with my animal's incurable illness. I also tied this to severe nervous exhaustion and constant stress. I was aware of the very fact that I had these symptoms and, without hiding it, I talked with my friends about the problem I had. See above: I am quite well versed because of my human specialisation)) And so now I will move on to what is important: at the lecture I was able to find the cause of this problem of mine. In my case it was already happening at an adult and conscious age. At the root lies a Feeling of Guilt. I am a medic, I took the Hippocratic oath, and the profession I chose directly meant fighting for people's lives. Which is what I did every day at work. But not everything was in my power,people died. I felt guilty... And as a consequence the unconscious refusal of food was a kind of self-punishment. You are alive,and that person is not. In last year's situation the trigger was the smell of the hospital and the situation, the fact that I cannot change anything. The fact that this process is not under my control. And!!! Between both these cases I lived with the wish to control everything totally, without understanding where exactly this wish comes from. And bingo! An insight during the lecture. But in both cases I made myself eat,understanding that this is a pathological state. And now I want to say something separately to those who have not yet combined magic and psychology in their practice: start doing it! After all, they walk hand in hand with each other. You will start to understand yourself better, and later the causes of what is happening. So in many cases it is not that someone out there put a hex on you, it is your own psycho-emotional block sitting there and not letting you move forward)) Of course I want to say some special warm words: Anna! I am very grateful to You for your work, for your knowledge and for sharing it with us. And whoever still looks at psychology sceptically and thinks they do not need this knowledge is deeply mistaken..)) And here it is worth working on your sense of self-importance( which I was guilty of too.You can read about it in my diaries from two years ago) and going, again, where? Into psychotherapeutic work! ))) After all, the sense of self-importance starts to grow out of traumatic experience and the defence mechanisms of the psyche. And it is practically impossible to find this experience on your own. That is how our psyche is built PS: And I also want to add that while I was studying the Runes individually with Anna, every lesson with her was a full psychotherapy session. For which I am separately and boundlessly grateful!!!